welcome autumn. a mile in 20 minutes is a very good pace. that's about as fast as i can walk a mile. it's hard not to in our society (and quite honestly, for all I know, in every society) not to compare yourself with others.
When i swim, there is a high school swim team having swim practice in the lanes beside me. it's very easy to fall into the trap that they and their very athletic swimmers-bodied-foreign-accented coach are sitting there shmirking at my turtles pace freestyle. so i have to remind myself that we all have different fitness levels, goals, abilities and obstacles. The important thing when it comes to fitness is that we are doing a higher level of activity than a couch potato. it all starts somewhere!
So i am proud that i am feeling better and happier and have more energy due to the changes i have made in my diet, and i am proud that i swam 45 minutes today.