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Originally Posted by oreokitty
I'm an egomaniac with an inferiority complex. I've heard often that what other people think of me is none of my business anyways. Maybe, someday, I'll reach this attitude.
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And to further quote oreokitty... Wow, this describes me perfectly.
My egomania and consumption with what others think has sent me over the edge in both directions. I've starved my way to the 120s because I thought my boyfriend thought I was fat; thus, wrecking my body and making gaining back up to 170 a seemingly overnight occurrence.
As for the attention, I'm with you. It is scary. I'm constantly thinking everyone thinks I'm acting a fool around food, be it too much or too little. I think I project what I expect people to think onto them, regardless of how they really do feel.
So it's time to stop worrying about it. I would love to truly submit to others' opinions being none of my business!!
I really love the above posters ideas on health. There's nothing more personal than that, and that's the most important component of weight loss.