That is tough Lisa- hard to reach out and then feel like you got swatted away. As others have said, great that you are here. Something is working in your life. I like to find the gratitude in it even when I can't explain it. Like she was a positive force in your life to nudge you onto the path? Please keep coming back here and don't be afraid to find a new sponsor. We are all just "children of God" and if we look at our own kids or kids we know, we can think about how kids just do goofy stuff sometimes and then maybe move past it without resentment. My food sponsor "went out" when I had about 90 days of abstinence. Since we clicked, and she finds me calling her with my food every day helps her not go off the deep end, I still do call every day. Rules, shmules....
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