I'm a major fashionista. I LIVE for fashion, and love clothes, especially designer clothes.
But...I'm fat, and don't want to spend big amounts of money on clothes which I don't want to have to fit into.
So... I have been saving money for when I get thin. Lots of money. £7300, which I think is about $10,000. When I reach my goal weight, I'm going to go out and spend it.
This is pretty much the thing which would most inspire me and motivate me. Aside from getting a boyfriend who would love my body, the thought of wearing pretty much anything I want is the biggest motivator.
I plan on getting roses tattooed on my hips. Not the kind that peek above low-rise jeans, but very low, like on either side of my "triangle". Those are just for me, to celebrate being flat in what is right now a very lumpy area.
Not to be redundant, because a lot of people have said "buy a bikini" but I totally want to go to the beach, wear a bathing suit for the first time in my adult life, and have the time of my life.
I want to...
Look good in the bikini I bought that I stare at for motivation
Get a boob job and possibly a tummy tuck if need be.
Have a sexy photo shoot, playboyesque, but just for my bf to see
I want to go clubbing in the hottest dress and boots I can find. Even though lately I'm not really feeling the club scene, it's probably because nobody wants to hit on that fat girl. I just want to know what it feels like to be one of the hot girls that all the guys notice. Confidence is half that battle, and baby I got it!
I didn't think anyone else planned on doing this too! I want to wear the sexiest dress I can find and go clubbing. I live in Los Angeles (near to like all those exclusive so called 'celebrity' filled clubs) and I just want to be able to go to a club and feel hot hot