Because I feel like I've lost control of so much in my life in this year: losing an aunt to cancer who was more a mom to me than my own, failing a class in nursing school because I lost the will to move on with my life even for a little while and couldn't study, recently being dumped by an ex for someone else... I feel at least I have control over what I put into my mouth and make better choices. And I feel more strong about my resolve to eat better than I ever have in the past. Maybe because I feel like this control I currently have is the only thing keeping me emotionally grounded at the moment.
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