Lately I've been having a lot of issues at home, mainly because my father is an alcoholic and has been relapsing pretty bad the past couple weeks. He even drove home intoxicated and passed out; he later tried to pass it off as being tired.
Earlier in the summer my mom had a dinner party at someone else's house and gave me the leftover wine to safeguard. I promptly stashed it away in my underwear/pajama drawer. She gave me four bottles; two full ones and two half-full ones. She said I could have some, so I drank one of the bottles(fyi: it took me a week. I don't have a drinking problem, just a food problem). The rest of it is GONE and when I talked to my dad, he admitted to taking it.
Needless to say I am super PISSED. Who knows where he rifled around in my room looking for alcohol? Especially in my drawer where I keep my underwear(where I also store items of a, *ahem* personal nature). I also have no idea when he started looking in my room for alcohol and I am embarrassed because when I was heavy into bingeing, I had garbage bags of food containers. I guess that makes me really hypocritical????? I am really confused because I am super angry that he violated my trust and privacy to feed his addiction, but also guilty because of my eating problems and that I have no right to be upset. It's just a sucky situation . I may have problems, but I don't lie about it, steal for it, dig through someone else's stuff and nobody ever got arrested for driving under the influence of eating food. Do I even have a right to be angry?