Giving each you guys a big bear hug!!! Thanks so very much! Sandi I recall Sarah comment on that being her favorite picture. I love it!! Thanks so much it really ment alot to me! I'm such a baby here I go crying again... Thanks everyone! I truely am overwhelmed by each an everyone of you. Don't any of you ever ever give up! It is possible to change to some it may come easy to other not so much. Just please hold on tight and never ever give up!!