I'm now officially at 10 pounds lost.. 3.5 pounds since being on WW. That's an average loss of more than a pound a week, which is a nice healthy loss. I could lose more if I didnt use so many weekly points and exercised more, but I know myself, I have to take small steps. If I change too much at once, I will slip and fall. So, I'm happy with this. At this rate, I might be in a different size jeans around labor day, we'll see
I'm currently stressed at work and at home. Money is becoming tight and my ex has not been paying child support since he lost his job. So as of next week I'm down $2100 I normally would've had by now. I got lucky I got a large tax refund and so I was able to stay afloat with some padding, etc. But my hours just got cut back to 30/week now so I'm a bit worried about the new year with school starting. Seems like especially the first few months of school is nothing but pay for this, pay for that, I need money for this, etc.
I'm trying not to let my stress get to me. Last night I was hungry and we had some leftover pizza.. so I went to grab a piece even though i HATE black olives and it was covered in them and then thought to myself.. "you wont even enjoy it... you're just eating it to have something to eat.." I have to really watch myself when I am stressed. At least I've acknowledged that and can try to combat it now. Journaling every bite helps. I could've done a lot better last week so I am determined to do better this week and show myself I CAN do this.
My eating at work is so horrible. It's already almost 11am and I havent eaten anything! I'm going to eat a cup of applesauce and go out for lunch and get something healthy.. either a salad or a sub. Havent decided yet.
I'm gonna do well today! I can just feel it!