Hi all. Well I've been a little better today than what I thought. I didn't really go all that crazy, sometimes I think I am a little too hard on myself. The couple of days before were not good though but that was then and this is now. I get that mentality that since I've blown it by having a couple of cookies or some chips I might just as well as snack as much as I want which is not the best attitude. My husband has not been home much, what with me working shifts we have little time together and lately he's been staying at work a lot. It ticks me off when I see him for like 1 hour before I have to leave for work and he stays late. Or when I don't have to work and he purposely stays late because he knows he doesn't have to be home before I leave. Last night he was there late and then his boss asked him to go out for pizza. So I was po'd because I knew he'd be late anyway so I made supper for when I figured he'd be home and then he calls and says he's going out with the boss. Well if I had known that I wouldn't have bothered making a big supper just for me and ds, I would have had a protein bar and he could have had a sandwich, he doesn't care, usually he prefers that. He was apologetic about it and actually a little upset that I was upset which normally he isn't so I wasn't too mad for very long. I think that is stressing me out, that we haven't spent much time together.
Anyway sorry about that little rant. Hope everyone has a good weekend!
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