Sigh
 

Well ladies I had all intentions of doing the Thanksgiving Challenge, but lo and behold I had one bad day, which turned into other. The days turned to weeks, etc. I feel horrible because once again I failed. I know this weight has to come off and I'm sitting here saying one more day to pigout and I'll start tomorrow. However, with that said I sick of being overweight. I'm tired of having a my belly come over the top of my pants, wearing big clothes to hide the weight. And again how many times have I said I'm determined this time only to fail in the end and give up?

Something is different this time. I want to lose weight for myself not anyone else. I want to be healthy and be there for my children when they get older. I also want to look in the mirror and like what I see. With all of this said I make a committment to lose this weight and to stick to the plan. If I have one bad day I will not let it effect the next day. I CAN and WILL do this for me this time.

Thanks for listening.

hi dori:)

how strange it is that im sitting here saying the very same thing about myself.