Seeking kindness and encouragement!!
Okay gals, here's the scoop. A few years ago I lost 35 pounds on weight watchers. I vowed, I mean VOWED, never to get heavy again. Well, here I am, typing this message with swollen, chubby little fingers. It is amazing how it can "creep" up on you, and before you know it, you are at your heaviest weight once again. (I realize it doesn't so much creep as I just choose to deny it!)
I feel very depressed and desperate. I think I am going to join (again) weight watchers on Monday. The problem is, I don't feel that "motivation" I felt last time I decided to join, and frankly, that scares me. Last time I was really psyched and excited to embark on my weight loss journey. This time I just feel like "ho hum, I HJPE I don't screw this up too!!
Any words of encouragement would be appreciated. I plan on leaving work today with that same "feeling" I had years ago. I want to be excited about this and look forward to getting on my treadmill and walking (while watching t.v.!!) or going outside and walking in the brisk evening air. I know I can do it, but the lack of motivation scares me.
Thanks for any encouragement you can offer!
Bugle
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