well i started my diet last week but, my grandfather passed away and I couldnt be there and dog gone it i did what i used to do emotional eating bad bad bad so i ate what i wanted all week i had 2 days i stayed on plan and the rest of the week i just blew it i'm mad at myself cause i thought i was past the part of me that let myself eat through the sadness but, there iw as with a huge pizza and ice cream and anything else during the week last week. yesterday i started again its a new week a new me and I can do this. i know i can. i've done this before. so im determined this will be a good week and i can do this. i have to do this i want to get to see my boys grow up I want to feel good about myself when i look in the mirror and i want to get back to the point where my hubby couldnt get enough of me.


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