Onderland.
 

For the first time in at least 10 years I think? I'm there.

:carrot::carrot:

I may have cried a little getting off the scale today. The last month has been so freaking hard emotionally and many times I just wanted to numb it all somehow... and yet I somehow managed to not eat myself into oblivion.

*sniff*

It feels nice to have things finally "clicked" in my head. This is the person I'm supposed to be. This is the person I am.

Way to go! :hug:

What are you going to do to reward yourself?

That's so beautiful. Congratulations on all of your hard work.

I got a tattoo on my back this week as reward... am going to get another on my ribs today. Also.... I am buying new knee socks *laughs* I have a sock thing :)

GRATS girl!!!!!!! good friggin work!!! I am right behind you. I went to weigh in yesterday and didnt lose anything... stayed the same. Was hard cause i know i am close and i just wanna get over this milestone. Still sitting at 204. UGH. But you dont even know how happy i am for you :) Thats so wonderful.

Congratulations patchymama! That's a big goal and you reached it!!!!! Hugs to you.

And I forgot to tell you I like your new tattoo it's beautiful.

That.is.awesome!!!!

Congratulations on acheiving this milestone!!! I'm so happy for you! :)

Congrats again!

congrats to you...it feels really good....enjoy those socks! :)

Congratulations!!! Tattoos and funky socks are two of my favorite things too! hehe

CONGRATULATIONS! :yay: Wonderful news :D

CONGRATULATIONS! :carrot:

Seriously that is so so SO awesome! You should be very proud of yourself :D

MAJOR CONGRATS......I hope to join you one day. I admire your dedication. Now treat yourself to something expensive (purses always work for me) :)

Well done buy yourself a new handbag and when You use it it will remind you of how far you have come x

Congratulations!!

Congrats! What an awesome achievement, can't wait til I'm there. :)

Congrats!! Keep up the awesome work, and I hope to see you there, one day

Thanks everyone! :) :) The new purse idea is a great one!

Congratulations on an awesome accomplishment. I hope to be there soon too.

Patchy i was thinking about you today... I was at the tattoo parlor with my boyfriend, he was getting a tattoo done, and the artist is a friend of ours who will be apprenticing me soon. I got to do about half of my boyfriends tattoo today which was REALLY exciting to me. I will be going in a few days in the week in the mornings to hang out with him and watch and observe what he is doing. He has some equpiment i can practise on. Was thinking about your new art, love the mods you made to it. Looks great.

oh wow Mercury! That is pretty awesome! I'm a bit jealous. I don't think I'm nearly artistic enough to do it but I wish I was *laughs* How long does an apprenticeship like that last?

And thank you! I'm really happy with it too. I got "this is everything" in a script on my ribs as well this week. I almost wonder if I did it a bit too small but I think I'm going to wait and see .... I'm continuously getting smaller so it might very well be the perfect size when I get to goal. If not, I'll add on to it.

Well he is a friend of ours who knows how badly i wanna learn to tattoo. So he is going to let me come in to the shop whenever i would like, to come hang out and watch him tattoo, get tips and learn stuff. I dont think there is any specific time to actually apprentice for. I just have to keep going to get experience. He said he has a spot reserved on his leg for me to do a peice. So i am stoked to do one! Here is a pic of the tattoo i helped with today (If it works). He has loads of machines and power supplies that i can hook up and use there, so i can also get practice skins, or work on banana's and oranges lol.

http://s23.photobucket.com/albums/b3...t1JerDemon.jpg

That piece is fantastic! How exciting! I am so excited for you, please keep us updated! Then when you become the next Kat Von D .... we can say "I knew her when!" ;)

Congrats!!!!!!! :carrot: