GailR |
02-17-2011 01:27 PM |
I have joined WW so many times that I was traveling from center to center in hopes I would not be recognized! Then I stopped going for a whole year. Big mistake on so many levels! So...THIS TIME, I had to make it a different kind of experience. I'm getting older and my knees started hurting and then my back started screaming at me but the icing on the cake was last summer when I could not walk back to my Dad's house from the boardwalk. I was losing my breath. I had to phone my Dad to come pick me up! Humiliating. When I returned home I couldn't get this out of my mind. I woke up early the next Saturday morning, stepped on the scale...and I will not repeat what I said (no one was home; hubby had gone to work) and immediately got dressed and drove to the next meeting. That was June 26, 2010. I've lost 33.8 lbs. I knew that my weight loss was going to slow down but instead of quitting after losing 5-10 lbs. I knew I was in this for the long haul.
I stopped making weight loss goals that were unrealistic. You know, losing x amount of weight by the end of summer or x amount of weight by Thanksgiving. I knew I could not look at this as a D.I.E.T. For the first time, it sunk into my head this is a lifestyle change for me. This is how I'm going to have to eat for the rest of my life. For better; for worse, no matter how much I lost in a week's time or heaven help me gained, I was going to carry on. And I have gained weight twice--one time I cannot explain; the other I know why. But it doesn't matter; I'm ahead of the game. I'm almost 34 lbs. lighter and THAT feels good. My knees and back do not hurt anymore! I can walk 3-5 miles a day now. I can bend down and tie my shoes. What keeps me motivated? This summer I'm going to be able to walk to and from the boardwalk when I visit my Dad this summer; I'm not going to have to call him for a ride back! And I can breathe! I don't snore anymore at night! I weigh less than my husband! I can shop in the Misses section in a department store now. There are no X's on my clothing size labels anymore! My face has a shape...so THAT is what I look like! I can see a shape in my body!
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