lousy, good for nothing day
talked to my husband today, he's in iraq/qatar for a year, and found out he wants to go seperate ways for a while. now, i knew this was coming, found out he has a personals ad up on yahoo, i haven't been happy with him for quite a while, and i've fallen for a friend of his. so in no way should i be sad. but it's been such a task to keep my mind busy and off of it and i hate when i start crying in front of the girls. cried a few times and my stomach's really queesy. i feel like such a failure. i just want to stop eating altogether again.
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