Originally Posted by erinlyt

First off my name is Erin, 26 mommy to two girls sam 3 and becca almost 22 months. I cannot figure out what my problem is. I am probably close to 300lbs and I cant get motivated to lose weight. u would think just seeing myself naked would motivate me but it doesnt. I just feel so disgusting anymore I have no energy to play with my kids. I have made promises that i will start next pay day and that day comes another promise broken... why is it soo hard? what do u do for this?