Proper fuel and some activity are definitely key, and it is a big step to take! Most of the diets that promise you will lose a lot of weight quickly will fail at some point, keto included. (Obviously this is not true for EVERYBODY but the people I know personally who try things like keto lose a lot fast, cannot keep up with it because their diet isn't HEALTHY, gain it back, then repeat.)
You're right, stressing over thoughts of weight loss can really get you down because you're essentially telling yourself that you aren't good enough at that weight. It is hard to do, but when I catch myself in that thought pattern (where I feel I HAVE to lose weight to be attractive/loved/worth anything/etc.), I remind myself that my friends and husband have ALWAYS loved me, it was just ME that didn't love me, and that I didn't change my diet and activity habits just to slim down, but to be HEALTHIER and FEEL BETTER.
I've been on antidepressants (Prozac mostly), and struggled with depression and anxiety most of my life. But routine physical activity and eating to NOURISH my body has honestly helped a lot. I went from several panic attacks a week to maybe one per month. Obviously this didn't happen instantly. As I started noticing my body could do more (lift heavier, walk further, jog any amount, etc) I got PROUD of myself. Find what makes YOU proud and really pull the positive energy and momentum from that when you're needing it.
I wish you the best of luck. Remember to find a way to enjoy the process as you're going along. It shouldn't be torture.
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