Bit of a rant I guess. Feeling quite down and doing terribly with losing weight lately. I'm sure my working environment has a little bit to do with it. I sit in front of a group of gossip-y coworkers. They make nasty comments about a lot of people, but they have been especially nasty about the very overweight girl who works further across in the office. One of them makes particularly cruel remarks, but she's nice as pie to this girl's face. It's just depressing, it reminds me of high school, and just makes me think that this is how everyone thinks of me, they just don't say it to my face.
These people are just confirming my worst fears, making jibes about weight, laughing that they can't believe an overweight person has a boyfriend and wondering what on earth he sees in her with all that flab. I seriously felt like slapping one of them today when I heard her make a comment, practically within hearing range of this girl, and then when someone else told her to shush, she was just like 'just telling it like it is'. As if anyone asked for her worthless opinion.
I'm already completely failing with my plan at the moment, and even putting weight on, so going into work and hearing stuff like that every day, even if it's not directed at me (they probably wait while I'm not there to make comments about me!), is such a downer.