Hi everyone,
Hope you all had a great weekend, I tried to keep busy and stay away from bad foods as much as I could.
But last night a friend came over (we are going to Jamaica at the end of May)
and decided on starting a serious diet plan and working out every day until we leave. We have exactly 72 days left.
I know I can't expect miracles, but this morning I made my boyfriend take my "before" pictures and when I looked at them.
I saw myself, in my underwear, looking disgusting.
Absolute disgust for myself.
Cellulite everywhere, lumps and bumps I didn't think were possible.
Just last year I looked good, happy with myself, how the **** did I let myself go so much?
I don't even wanna eat anything at all!!
I've been up since 6, it's almost noon and I have yet to eat anything.
I just feel like throwing up.
I'm sorry for this rant I just didn't know who else to turn to, everyone else tells me "you're fine."
I'm not.