this is my new beginning
 

hen screwed up. i will NOT give up!!!!!!!!

Sounds like you have the right attitude. I believe that everyone has it in them to lose weight and maintain the loss. We just have to discover our own personal formula. If there's one piece of advice I might give you, it would be to honour your own physical and mental preferences when crafting your weight-loss program. Think maintenance (i.e., what you can live with long-term) right from the start.

Welcome aboard!

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haha, now that i re-read that it sounds a little bit like manic ranting, but im just sooooooo frustrated. thanks for the advice and sorry for sounding like a crazy person.