So guess what?
I work at the mall now.
The room where I clock out is directly next to the door that leads to the food court entrance of the mall.
This means I have easy access to my three favorite places, Sarku (Japanese), Sbarro (Pizza/italian), and Mandarin Express (Chinese). I could eat this stuff EVERY DAY. And I'm gonna be honest, my last two shifts -- I treated myself to Sarku and Sbarro. I don't know if my next shift will take me to Mandarin Express. Right now, I kinda figure since I used to NEVER go to the mall, I was never around these places, so I never got to eat there. So it's okay to give in just these couple times, right? Just to get my fix, and then move on.
But it's totally not. I'm so scared that I won't be able to not give in, and especially since I'll be getting regular paychecks now, gah it's going to be so hard! What do I DO!


