Hi everyone,
I am currently 209 pounds and I'm getting ready to apply to medical school. My BMI is 32 so I'm technically obese. I was told by a doctor today that my chances of getting into med school were diminished because I am fat. I went home and cried. I used to have a eating disorder and honestly, hearing this makes me feel like I have no options save for starving myself to lose weight as quickly as possible before my applications this summer. I don't know what to do.
I have been telling myself for a whole year that I need to start losing weight but I think it's really hard for me because I remember how miserable I was even at 120, when I was eating nothing. I don't want to feel like that again. But going to medical school is my dream. I feel like a terrible person for being fat and I have no clue how to lose weight so quickly before July. (In July secondary applications are usually sent and you need to send a picture with your application.)
I am so worried.