I was just wondering if anyone has issues w/the actual number on the scale? Let me elaborate a little.
When I started this journey I was 207 and when I chose my goal weight of 140 I thought, my goodness that's sounds so small. Now that I'm there and I actually say that number of 140 or 139 in my head or out loud I think it sounds so huge.
I know I'm not "big" or "heavy" anymore (god I hate labels) but I feel like the number on the scale is holding me hostage. Like no matter what I look or feel like it just won't be right until I see a certain number.
Maybe it's just my own ridiculous thoughts and maybe I'm totally alone on this. I feel like I'm bordering on OCD. Has anyone else ever felt this way?