So, as my weight drifts closer to onederland, i've been getting more and more excited --- I have jeans that I have been waiting to wear that I wore last when I was only 7lbs lighter than I am RIGHT NOW!!
Then I had some people comment to me that they thought I was losing weight!!
Then I was laying on a blanket and DH went to pull it (he would always try to pull blankets and my weight made me an anchor - the blanket didnt budge) but this time he yanked me right off the couch!!
Then DH was giving me a hug and wrapped both arms around me and LIFTED ME OFF MY FEET!!!!!
Then I was at work, and my scrub bottoms kept sagging and falling off!! So I had tried on another pair *MEDIUMS!!* and they fit loosely!!
But the scale hadn't really been changing - but thats nothing new, sometimes the scale doesn't budge.
So this morning - I got home from work - thrilled at all of my NSVs, and reached into the closet to put on those old jeans - and sigh... I looked like a sausage and my upper gut poured out over the top of them.
So then I went rummaging through my scrubs looking for more medium sized pants... you see, scrubs - even if they are from the same maker and the same cut and size - can be sized differently. don't ask me how. --- anyway --- i go and find 2 other pair of medium ones on the bottom of my "one day i will fit into these" drawer.... but the other 2 pair of mediums, I can't even pull over my bottom!!! I guess the 1 medium pair I happened to grab was the big pair that weren't sized correctly...
BUT - not to lose hope, I pull out the trusty measuring tape...
I HAVEN'T LOST A CM! In fact, I *gained* 1.25cm!!!!!
So, I was feeling great, felt thinner - explored this 'thinner' aspect and alas... I am not actually thinner. The scale is unchanged. The measuring tape is unchanged. I can't fit into my smaller clothes like I expected...
How disheartening!!!