I have been on a diet (or a lifestyle change as i call it) for 2 months and I have lost 22lbs (10kg) but gained back 4lbs (2kg). I am doing all my best, I have eliminated all the unhealthy habits such as drinking soft drinks or eating chocolates or any kind of desserts, no fast food have entered my house for the past 2 months, I have been walking as much as I can. My meals used to contain 3 meals, breakfast, lunch and dinner, 2 snacks.. but in the first week of the second month, I started to cut my portions.. and not on purpose .. I hardly ate any breakfast or lunch except for one meal a day, no snacks..I lost my apatite at some point and I had a sever dehydration due to the water weight loss..I stayed in bed for days because of my body and legs cramps (I had a charley-horse with every step!! PAINFUL) .. I have recovered from that by trying to eat food with little sodium since my body lacked, all seem good after few days but then I had a terrible case of diarrhea, as I go everytime I eat something, I couldn't eat anything while at work or when I am outside.. for 3 weeks I have been suffering from that and just 2 days ago I was diagnosed with external pile caused by diarrhea.. I am feeling so sick and unhealthy for trying to be healthy.. I have not cheated with my diet, I can't seem to handle anything fry or salty or sweet anymore which is ok with me I am adjusted to that.. but why did I have to suffer that much? I only thought I will suffer from craving and that's about it, but being sick like this is just making me lose my hope in losing my weight.. I don't really know what to do.. I try my best in keeping up, I have been to doctors and all but nothing seem to help.. and what bother me the most that I have gained back 4lbs while I am not even cheating..
Should I change my diet plans? Should try something else? I don't seem to enjoy food anymore.. I don't long to that lunch or dinner anymore.. I am more depressed right now than anything.. I was hoping I will be losing more weight in the next month but I am not so sure anymore. When I was dieting with a dietitian program I used to lose at least 4lbs a week which was so nice and I did not suffer from any of what I am having now, even though the food was boring and did not contain any carbs, it was like Atkins plan but with restricted source of protein. I am not planning to return to that diet but I really don't know what to think now, it made me just cry writing this


