Well, first let me congratulate you on trying again. I know that it sometimes feels like why should I try one more time. It does get tiring. I was there I was in a mode where I would only get to be good a half of day and then quit. That is bad don't you think? But don't get discouraged. As long as you loose something you did not just keep on gaining that amount. All it takes it's one magical day where you wake up and all the trying and failing, all the critizism of others and the way you feel about yourself and the state of your health make you strong and positive for keeps. I did it one year and a half ago I stopped the insanity and started loving myself in a very selfish way (on pure will-power no pills). Here I am 80 pounds lighter and feeling great, I know that this time is for keeps. Don't get me wrong I still have a ways to go, maybe another 30 -40 pounds. But I have learned so much during my failing attempts that I think I am now an expert looser which enables me to become a winner for my life. I wish you lots of luck both of you. Hope you find that lion inside you that says this is enough I am in control and nothing can stand in my way.
(Remember you have to take time for yourself, prepare the meals you need and become a little selfish, don't you think you derve it?
PS: You have to move the body, I started by walking around my neighborhood. I have now joined a gym and love working out there. GOOD LUCK AGAIN!!!!!!!
If you need help or someone that understands you, you may e-mail me here at 3fatchicks, no problem.