Hi guys !!!
I am home for few days again FINALLY. I have not read any of the posts I missed... including this thread. Just popping in to post. Later today I will do all my reading.
It has been a rough week emotionally. The doctor recommended hospice for my mom and then later said she could have as much as a year. It puts a lot of stress on the whole family.
I am happy to announce I stayed on program the whole week.
And I had to walk what seemed liked
miles in the hospital. At the beginning of the week I had to stop and rest. By Friday I could make the whole distance not stopping.
I give total credit to my WOE. I also got in more water. The bad news is.... I had to see myself in window reflections
constantly and I
DID NOT like what I saw.
Being soooo large and so old ... I REALLY have that fat person waddle.
That swaying from side to side. It is sooo embarrassing.
You not only see your own reflection in the windows... you also see the reflections of others staring at you. It was very hard to keep going back to the hospital to see my mom.
Add to that, the fact that everyone is getting their family reunion photos developed and there are dozens of fat photos of you floating around.
LOL. I am of course the fattest one there.
Then my dad keeps telling me how
FAT my brother is getting. He holds a photo up to me and says "Look at that.... he is getting
BIG !!!!" (At this point he blows up his cheeks to simulate fat.)
Add to that ... my sister and I had a little tiff too. It was not my favorite trip.
Except.... I stayed on program.
I have not read any of the old posts I missed this week.
I do not know what has happened here.
I wish I had time to go read all of the posts I missed... but at this time I don't. I just wanted to say good morning to everyone. I also wanted to share that due to all of you... I have been on program again. I have been able to walk longggggg hallways, I have been able to handle emotional situations, I have been able to see myself in reflections and not go hide away or go overeat.
Thanks to this WOE and the people here... I am stronger and healthier.
THANK YOU !!!!
I want to end with this post I found. Entitled... "Don't be afraid of failure"
You've failed many times, although you may not remember.
You fell down the first time you tried to walk.
You almost drowned the first time you tried to swim, didn't you?
Did you hit the ball the first time you swung a bat?
Heavy hitters also strike out.
R.H. Macy failed seven times before his store in NY caught on.
English novelist John Creasey got 753 rejection slips before he published 564books.
Babe Ruth struck out 1,330 times, but he also hit 714 home runs.
Don't worry about failure. Worry about the chances you miss when you don't even try.