I'm not sure how to introduce this post, so I'll cut to the chase-I hate my figure.
I have dropped weight from my chest, and whereas I was a 34D, I'm now a 34C, but even that is feeling a little big in the cup size.
I have massive hips, which have a few stretch marks on either side.
My waist doesn't even look very small, since I have a big rib cage which helps make my torso look even bigger.
And my thighs... I don't mind my legs in terms of shape, but my thighs are covered in stretch marks, also from puberty. Sure they're all faded to white, but I can still see them. I feel completely repulsed by my thighs-and no amount of exercise is going to fix it
I just feel so disappointed, I look in the mirror and just feel like my body has been ruined, and I'm only 19! I can't look forward to wearing bikinis or shorts, dresses or skirts since I'm so intent on covering up stretch marks.
And whilst I have a few lbs left to lose, I can't stand the shape of my body, and I really dislike it, it's not feminine at all, and there's nothing I can do about it
I know I should be grateful for having a healthy body, I just wish I had a 'prettier' body at this age, I feel like a bit of a freak.
Not sure what I hope to achieve here, maybe other people have felt the same way? If so, what did you do about it!