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Originally Posted by SusanB
The other evening, I put on my coat, boots, mitts ... and walked to a variety store to get cheesy popcorn and a coke. I actually had to use my debit card because I didn't have that much cash.
Can you imagine? All I had to do was NOT go out! But I chose to get all dressed up for that. I put more effort into that than I do cleaning my kitchen some days.
Maybe if I had typed all that before I got dressed ....
How about you? Where are you getting that food that you scarf in the evening?
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I think this is an addiction issue. I have a background with recovery from alcohol addiction, and then cigarettes, and now I'm taking on food. The energy you describe is right there with going to the store for a quart of beer or a pack of Marlboros.
Thanks very much for being so honest and posting this! You have reminded me what I need to do when this takes hold of me -- do all the things to love and heal myself that I can, that don't involve a quick fix from a foodstuff. Like, ask my husband for an oil back massage or foot massage, get into a hot bubble bath with candles and music. Those both work.
Prayer and a few tears too, because I never get like that unless it's on the other side of some stress or pain I'm trying to repress.