Nooch, good one! I would love for my husband to carry me - you know those "over the threshold" poses. I've always thought of it as so romantic. Unfortch, his back breaking is not so romantic. :p

I am marching into Victoria's Secret and buying the trashiest piece of lingerie that they have and then strut my stuff for DH! He buys me lingerie occasionally, but I never feel completely comfortable wearing it.

Then... of course I will shop for more clothes!!

Sometimes it's best not to wait until you're at goal to do the things you like. This summer for example I squeezed all 183lbs of me in a bikini... yep that's right! Ok so I didn't look as great as all the other girls sporting bikinis but I've worked hard, I'm getting fit, and it's time to start feeling comfortable in my own skin. When I see how many beautiful young girls are afraid to wear even sleeveless tops it makes me realize that it's not our bodies that prevent us from doing the things we want, it's our self esteem.

PS - I even got hit on at the beach :cool:

to actually for once in my life get excited about shopping for clothes ande to go into the fitting room and not be scared of the mirrors and fluorescent lights

I love short hair and while i had my hair pretty short in the past I never really got it too short and always felt so self conscious about it. I hate my chubby face :(

So right away I wanna chop like all my hair off lol. Maybe a super cute pixie cut even lol.

Then shopping! Mostly I will wanna get an awesome dress and a corset because i always loved them and wanted to wear one.

I also really want a tattoo i already have one which kindof celebrated me being on the right track and under 200lbs and my new life! but i would love another one to mark my goal!

woohoo go you! :carrot:

I agree it is our self esteem but so often very difficult to argue with lol. I did realize that once I started losing weight and exercising/eating right i began to get way more self esteem! I am still very embarrassed about some stuff, no way could I wear a bikini right now lol but I have started wearing tank tops, even a dress out in public lol. I check myself out in the mirror and can see that I don't look completely horrible lol. Though I still have my off days.

I am hoping with each day i feel better about myself!

Oh yeah, other than going shopping, I'm going to get another tattoo. I'm going to get a dove on my upper right arm. I only get tattoos to celebrate things, and this will be the first time I'm getting one to celebrate something I did because I wanted it (as opposed to the other two, which are to celebrate my not dying from two bad health problems).

Of course I want the complete new wardrobe full of cute clothes that only skinny girls should be wearing. :D

I also want to put on a swim suit and go to the beach. I haven't been to a beach in years and years.

I want to wear a lovely and sexy dress and have my sweetie take me dancing. Something else I haven't done in years and years.

I want to go hiking, which is something I've never done.

I want to live....live....live!!!

Me tooooooo!! :carrot:

S-H-O-P! I'm gonna burn off another 2lbs with carrying the bags home!

Then I'm going to go out in a really hot outfit, go swimming, bump into old friends and exes and just start enjoying life!