So i was reading a magazine today and saw yet another weight loss celebrity story and how amazing it was blah blah blah and how great they looked after loosing 2 stone in a week or something haha. But well usually i don't let things like this get to me since starting this weight loss journey I'm obsessed with food and weight.
And i can't stop feeling crap abt myself every time i pick up a magasine and the celebrity in it has lost weight from my goal weight if you see what i mean??? For example i have a mini goal of weighing between 147lbs and 157lbs by october 3rd (start University then). And to be that would be amazing because i think i only weighed that when i was 15. But all these people keep making that seem really big and understand that they're not mortal e.t.c and i completely understand that in no way should i make comparisons/judgments of my body with their standards. I just want to know really if when i reach that goal will i still be fat? my BMI will be just ok but only just and bear in mind this is no where near my long term goal. I just don't want to be fat when starting uni!!!??? thanks