I am losing weight because

I will be healthier and happier with myself because no matter if my husband likes me as is....if I am not happy with myself and if I give myself no respect; than who will?

I want to be able to buy my clothes at a normal place like walmart or target.

I want to be healthier for the next time my husband and I try to conceive

I want to be more fertile.

I want to have more energy.

I came to my realization when I saw my mother last before she died of heart issues. She had health problems that were tied to obesity. I tried telling her but she never listened. I do not want to wind up like that.