Ok this is going to sound strange, but i hope there are some of you that have this too.
You know how anorexic people look in the mirror and instead of seeing bones they see a fat version of themselves?
Well im the reverse.....dont get me wrong i dont look in the mirror and think i look like a super model, im under no illusions that im over weight. But i dont always see a giant blob.
However, last night i asked hubbie to take some pictures of me so i can chart my progress once ive lost some more.
I looked at them this morning and am in shock. i looked huge, seriously there's this huge great belly and thats all you see.
I had just got in from work and was in black trousers and a top. I always thought i looked quite smart for work, but seeing that picture was awful.
Im blaming my jeans, i think they must hold it in so im delusional about my size.
I suppose one good thing is i am now more determined than ever that i will not look like this in the new year.