I am very proud of myself right now. Tonight I opted to skip my work-out so I could go get some walking shoes and a new scale. As I was walking around Target all these evil thoughts started sneaking into my head. I am sure you all are familiar with them but they basically revolve around well I already didn't do good today so I might as well eat swiss cake rolls or popcorn or Halloween candy. In the past that was all it would have taken for me to just gorge myself but I didn't. And I really think the reason is reading all the posts about how bad everyone feels after binging - it helped me realize how bad I would feel if I did it. So instead I came home, ate my healthy dinner, and that is that. So I guess I wanted to say yay for me and thanks to you all.
It takes a lot of will power to accomplish that moment. I had a similar victory today. It feels good doesn't it. I come here everyday to keep myself on track and inspired to do my best for myself. It is funny how it works but i am glad i found this place. i believe it saved me from my own self destruction.
Thanks everyone and I am proud to report that I did not eat anything else after my post - just drank some water. So I will call that a 100% success. Of course, I just got invited out to the movies tonight and I love, love, love movie theater popcorn so here's hoping that I can keep this will power up.
You can do it. Just remember how good it felt to not binge on all of that unhealthy stuff. Think about that when you are at the movies. You did it then you can do it again. Here take this with you...
Proud of myself
