I'm having one of those days.
I'm feeling smothered and overwhelmed, and just not wanting to go to work and do what I need to do.
I don't feel like trying to make good choices, bad choices, or any choices today. I want one day where I just don't feel self-conscious or worry about what I'm eating/when I'm going to exercise/what I look like. I just want to be.
I'm having surgery in a few weeks, with a pre-op physical on the 28th, and I think the stress is subconsciously frying my ability to deal with dieting right now. But I want to get down a little bit at least before I go in (even if it's just a couple of pounds).
Thanks for listening, I just needed to get that out.