I've been working on losing weight for a loooong time now. At my highest I was up over 240 pounds and as of a few weeks back I was at my lowest of 169. Well I don't know exactly what happened but my eating just got out of control. My scale is broken so I don't know exactly where I'm at right now but the last time I got weighed it was like 182. I'm going to guess I'm around 185 right now based on my clothes. As I've lost weight I repeated a lose, maintain, lose, maintain pattern but unfortunately this is the first time I've gained weight. And a significant amount at that! As it's been happening I keep getting more depressed which makes me eat more. I just feel like I don't know how to stop eating and get started again. I just feel fat, fat, fat, fat.
As far as other stuff going on, it has been fairly stressful. My husband and I had been having some serious issues, we just got a new puppy, classes, you know the rest of the usual stuff. Most of that is resolved (other than the puppy, he's great, just a lot of work ) but I just don't know how to get started again.