like seriously. My eating is getting out of control!
Yesterday
Breakfast- SKipped
Lunch-Skipped
Dinner/snack/whatever-
1 full row of Ritz Crackers
Two Peanut butter sandwhiches
1 slice of toast with butter
2 Gronola Bars
A plate of rice
A plate of macaroni salad
A tablespoon of peanut butter
Then I drink some diet tea'
Today
Breakfast- Slice of Cake
Lunch- Skipped
Dinner-
Slice of cake
bowl of macaroni salad
gronola bar
Slice of toast with peanut butter
USUALLY I EAT LIKE THIS:
Breakfast- PB sandwhich/ bowl of cereal/ eggs with 2 slices of whole wheat toast
Lunch- Turkey Melt with milk
Dinner
2 Pb sandwiches
snacks snacks and more snacks
my mom makes something and I eat that! like another plate of food
I FEEL LIKE CRAP. I just want to like kill myself. Im somewhat not serious but its making me SOO horrible. I feel like ****. I'm such a horrible person. I dont know why im doing this to my self. Im getting closer to 160 by the day
and I wonder why i want to be anorexic again. I was so much better. THis sucks so bad. I am a stupid person. Inconsiderate, and so UGH. I can even explain how much I hate myself for being a ***** to my body.