| rockinrobin |
04-11-2007 08:53 AM |
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Originally Posted by rockinrobin
(Post 1647400)
I really don't like looking at that 287 lbs. starting weight. Maybe I will elminate it and just leave my current and goal weights. But then again I suppose I should keep it up there as a reminder to myself of just how big I actually was. Hmmm, I actually WAS, I'm not anymore. I'm not. This is all too weird.
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Okay, okay the 287 big ones STAYS. But if you guys see, it says right there that I should keep it up there as a reminder to myself. But of course you're all right, as usual. I do hope that people find motivation from it. Because really and truly, I know this sounds cliche', but I'm telling you if I could get it together and lose the weight, then I promise you - ANYONE could.
As for the realization part, I think these last few days have been, well, odd for me. I don't know any other way to put it. Of course I will never, ever forget just how miserable and inactive and did I mention MISERABLE I was at 287 lbs. BUt it's so funny. In some ways it seems like it was soooo long ago. And it wasn't. On one hand it's hard for me to realize that I'm not 287 lbs any longer and on the other hand, it's seems ages ago, a lifetime ago in fact. How can I have such feelings on opposite ends of the spectrum. I just don't get it. I was wondering if anyone else has or has had similar feelings?
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