So, over the last two years I have lost 45 lb. I still want to lose 10-15 lb more. Lately I re-started my old antidepressant (six weeks ago). I don't know if it's that, or if I haven't been "strict" with my eating, but I feel like I"m not losing weight anymore. I feel so irritated with it. I work out three times weekly and two times weekly if I run into time constraints. But ALWAYS work out weekly. I look at my stomach and see all this fat still and think - will it EVER leave? I really just want to wear a bikini top this summer, not even a full bikini, just a bikini top and shorts.
I just feel so....I don't know. I feel like I eat normally and well, and yet and confused. Am I eating to "diet", or am I eating to "maintain"?
Anyways, not really much point to this post, just feeling frustrated, and wondering about the fat - will it ever go away? Geez, what more can i DO at the gym for god's sake? I already work out for 1.5 hours altogether and feel like I"m going to die at the end of the workout.
*sigh*