4 Days and Counting
 

Hey Penny,

You better get back on track girl. You were doing great and you liked what food you could eat so why change plans now? You have passed the most important part by not wanting the white carbs anymore. You just have to practice portion control and you will have it.
I plan on bringing the lanolin I am using it now though so I haven't packed it. I spent a fortune on nursing bras and they shrunk so now I don't have any bras that fit and they are rubbing on me and making me raw. So the lanolin helps a lot. I will have to pick up another tube of it though. Yeah I know about the AIM.LOL That is why I keep ben covered when I change him and put the new diaper under him before taking out the old.LOL I will put the outfits in there today. I will use the diapers the hospital has because they are newborn. By the time I get home he will be in #1's anyway from his size then I can take the 2 packages of newborn diapers back and exchange them for size 1's. Megan was telling johns friend last night she can't wait for jesse to get here because ben is 50% and jesse will be 100%. I said to john what did that mean. He said that ben is here only 50% of the time and jesse won't have to go home and can stay here all the time. I said she is right but where did she get those numbers from?LOL She is so excited.

Linlin,

I hear you about the food megan has that all covered in all her plans for the week while I am not here. Last night she said that daddy had to take her to gymnastics tuesday night and practice on thursday and she is going to make a list of all the places they will get food like KFC and Taco Bell and bring it to me so we can all eat together. John said what does she think I am rich.LOL I said hey when are you going to fit time in to see me she said after mom I have it all planned. It is good that she is making a plan instead of being upset that I won't be here like she was. I still think it will be hard on her at bedtime but her father will be here. I told her she could sleep with him while I am gone. She said good then I don't have to make my bed daddy will have to make his.LOL
So how are things going for you today anyway? Feeling any better?

Hey guys get this Ben's mom was at practice last night of course because her son is on megan's team. I think she planned that one but I don't know. Anyway I was telling the coach that I didn't know if megan would be there next week or not with me in the hospital. She speaks up and says I can pick her up for you I will be here and take her if you need me to. I told john after I said you think I am going to ask her for any favors after what she did to me I don't think so. She must think I am crazy. I might be crazy but not stupid. She isn't my friend even though I am friendly toward her just to get along and not have the tension. I will never be her friend again or trust her.

Well I am going to get some rest today. Had a busy day yesterday and have to do some work for the church today. Have to make up some letters for advertising for a dinner that is coming up and make some flyers. So I will talk to you later.

Have a great day everyone.

Sherri

Hi Everyone,

Glad to hear that you are still doing OK Sherri. Meagan sounds so cute. Just to make Lindsay (the older one) feel special when Caitlin was born, I had Lindsay pick out a gift to give to Cailtlin when she came to see us at the hospital. I also brought a little gift with me and gave it to Lindsay in the hospital and told her it was from Caitlin. It made her feel special too with all the fgifts that Caitlin was getting. Actually people were very nice. When they brought a baby gift they usaually brought something small for Lindsay. I usually had Lindsay open the gifts for me too. I just tried to do a few things to help her feel special and not left out. Actually she was great with her sister until she started moving and taking her stuff. Now they are typical fighting over everything. LOL Wait until they are teen!! LOL

I am feeling pretty good right now. Haven't said anything negative about the ***** (ooops!) LOL in a couple of days. Actually my husbands says I have been way too quiet. I just don't really have anything to say. He is upset by the fact that if we don't workout (which it probably won't) and he hooks up with her, I won't be his friend. Imagine that! In fact I told him that there would be problems with him taking the kids and going with her since I have issues with her morals, values and beliefs and we would probably end up in court. Once we are in our own house, he is welcome to see the kids anytime, but if he hooks up with her, she will never be welcome.

I know exactly how you feel. Anyone who carries on with your husband behind your back will never be a friend. You would be a fool to trust her. As I keep saying, "Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me!"

Have a good day everyone!

Hi Everyone,

Glad to hear that you are still doing OK Sherri. Meagan sounds so cute. Just to make Lindsay (the older one) feel special when Caitlin was born, I had Lindsay pick out a gift to give to Cailtlin when she came to see us at the hospital. I also brought a little gift with me and gave it to Lindsay in the hospital and told her it was from Caitlin. It made her feel special too with all the fgifts that Caitlin was getting. Actually people were very nice. When they brought a baby gift they usaually brought something small for Lindsay. I usually had Lindsay open the gifts for me too. I just tried to do a few things to help her feel special and not left out. Actually she was great with her sister until she started moving and taking her stuff. Now they are typical fighting over everything. LOL Wait until they are teen!! LOL

I am feeling pretty good right now. Haven't said anything negative about the ***** (ooops!) LOL in a couple of days. Actually my husbands says I have been way too quiet. I just don't really have anything to say. He is upset by the fact that if we don't workout (which it probably won't) and he hooks up with her, I won't be his friend. Imagine that! In fact I told him that there would be problems with him taking the kids and going with her since I have issues with her morals, values and beliefs and we would probably end up in court. Once we are in our own house, he is welcome to see the kids anytime, but if he hooks up with her, she will never be welcome.

I know exactly how you feel. Anyone who carries on with your husband behind your back never was or will be a friend. You would be a fool to trust her. As I keep saying, "Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me!"

Have a good day everyone!

Well ladies I thought I was going to have Jesse tonight but I didn't. Ended up going in to be checked today and the dr did an ultrasound and he didn't like that the baby wasn't moving enough so I went to the hospital for another stress test. I was there for 2 hours. They had a hard time tracking him because they kept losing him when he would move. But finally they got good movement documented and they called the dr and he said I could go home and come back tuesday. He had said if the stress test didn't come out good he would take him today but it was ok. So unless there are any other problems over the weekend then I will still go tuesday.
Megan packed all jesse's things so we are set there and just about set with all my stuff except for the last min things I can't put in. I am doing the laundry now to get it caught up just in case I go this weekend. Megan picked out 3 little bedtime winnie the pooh and friends to put in the crib with jesse while at the hospital. I thought that would make her feel special to pack his things for me.
Well I have to get off here and get some letters done that I never got done today. I will talk to you all tomorrow.

Sherri