Hey lady nice to see you!
What little german?
Holding on barely here.
I know it's just killing me about the gym.
My state visit hasn't happened yet either.
BUt today is Monday an I am always hopeful!
Check in when you can!

Well how time goes by!
Thank goodness that Halloween is over. Wish I could say that I was not in the candy but I can't.
Now we are facing teh holiday season.
Well to keep it simple.
Try to focus on today.
Work has been unbelievably stressful, AGAIN< STILL???

SO water eat OP and I am thinking of going upstairs and working out!
I have time!

Hey where the heck are we all??

Thanks "Queen" for the letter
 

Darlins.... So much has occured.............I think God figured I needed reminding that you are all still here. ;)
When the world goes crazy I still tend to withdraw. My world went....NUTS!!!
Mom was semi conscious for 4 months and nearly starved todeath as she went down I went up. I have a real hang up about starvation. It looks as though she has come out of it but I was near histaria. I can't spell tonight.
Thank you Sue Bee and Pat for remembering me. I started back a few months ago and many pounds ago as well, but everything went to **** in a hand basket about that time.As you well know I do not tend to get depressed but oh Lord was I ever. My last Siamese Chi who was born in my lap died in my arms, Mom, and Hubby was a wild thing. To much for me. Of course it did not help that Tom came to visit on Dec. 6th and has not left yet. The results came back and no cancer or fibroids but a thickening of the uterine walls was observed. This Wednesday I go to see an ob gyn. I hope they just pull the thing as it has been nothing but trouble since my daughter died inside me three days before her due date and that was back in 1985! My Darlins I am at this point a mess but here I am. I will be 50 in March and weigh in at 306. No I am not back to square one but about half way. I need to be here. I will tell you up front at this point I feel awful, physically I mean. Weak, and rather like I had been drug behind a horse for a couple of miles. I may be going through surgery soon as well but if you all can put up with me in this condition, I will stay or I can wait until this is resolved. I am ready to begin again regardless. I have sorely missed you all so much but well as you can see
I just pulled back into my cave and pulled the rocks down! I will be back tomorrow and hope you all are ok. I glanced through the messages as I came in and Suzie Q. I am so sorry for your losses. It seems we are all rather ashamed of ourselves but together I know we can come through this shadowed place and back into the sunshine. LOve you all.
Pam

Oh my gosh girl, I am so sorry for all the pain and suffering you are and have been going through. I am glad your mother has rallied, I know she was not doing well the last time we heard from you. I am also glad to see your post again. You were missed.
I am going to copy your post and bring it to teh current unnumbered thread, as I don't want anyome to miss it. I'll check in later.