I've always been the "fat girl" since I can remember. I always try to do something crazy with my hair or be the funny one so people don't see me for the fat one but the funny one, or one with awesome hair. I've always been critisized by my father and peers, which led to emotional eating, which led to weight gain, etc. I have PCOS, so it's more important now than ever that I get my weight under control for my health.
My problem is that no matter what I try, I'm not losing any more weight. I eat healthier, I eat less, I eat more often,I walk; nothing helps.
I don't have a lot of money, so I can't always buy the healthiest or organic foods, and I can't join a gym, but I do what I can.
I have a bad ankle and I can't walk for very long periods of time without my ankle and foot getting swollen and sore...
I don't have any "friend support" and I hate even talking about weight loss with my friends because they all make it about how they need to get down to 115 from 120 because they are such gluttons.
I don't want to seem like I am full of excuses, but maybe I am...I'm just very frustrated with weight.