Well Happy Sunday all!
My goodness, I hear chatting and laughter from teh passengers!
ANd a dtermination to be slimmer and trimmer as teh weather gets warmer! That's exactly what I need!
I really need to get refocused on my program. It seems all over the place as I am focused on other things. I have grazed all day today.
I was thinking taht I was seeing food as other than fuel for my body. Asa reward that I deserve. Even knowing taht my body functions better when it eats lo carb. I know this in my head. Thinking taht one peice of this or that won't hurt me. I was so focused at one point.
I am also letting my dreams become less important. Such as wearing a size 12, being more active. Being healthy. shopping in a normal section of the store. Buying something at Victoria's secret.
Gradually like peices of sand it is fading away and my old me is coming back. I have become complacent.
I am not the priority.
ANd this has got to stop. I have not, praise god, gained any of the weight back. And I will not! But I need to do things to stop what will be inevitable.
I need to eat the lo carb woe. Candy, cake potaoes are not lo carb.
I need to re aqauint my self with buying, cooking and planning lo carb meals. I am in control of this , I buy and fix the food in my house.
I need to move my body. I n some way at least 5 days a week.
I need to be honest with my self. What I am feeling, how I am coping.
I need to pat myself on teh back for all that I have accomplished.
I need to own what I do, waht I put in my mouth.
I need to remeber where I was and why I never want to bethere again.
I need to be here. I get so much from everybody.
Ineed to be good for myself.
ANybody with me?