Well atleast you did get some answers and you can't worry about it cause whatever happens happens. You have to stay focused on getting better. Who knows maybe there is a better job with more pay just waiting on you to apply for it. Then again there may be a better job where you already work that you end up with. I know it is hard but you have to look on the bright side! You should also let your doctor know what's goin on next time you see him and let him know that when you go back you have to stay. That way he won't try to send you back to early when you are not ready. Happy thoughts!