Hello Peoples, I am tired and do not wish to be up.
Ever since BF went to his Pastor friend who has known him since he was a child (his best friend's dad) for help in the custody battle, the man has been guilt tripping him into going to his church... sigh. So guess who has to be dragged along?
No offense to anybody who is an active member of church or anything like that, I don't look down upon that at all, in any way. It's just that, I myself am not particularly religious and church just bores me so I haven't been since I was a child. But last weekend we went to the pastor's church because TBH, we felt pressured... and today we are going as well, because apparently it will make us look good to a judge, says the pastor, who is friends with all of the judges and very influential, and can be a bit vindictive in a way, whereas if my BF does not go to his church, he will not help him. So, off to church we go. Well after I shower and stuff, that is. We are going to the 11 o'clock sermon, that's all I can handle.
I must admit though, last weekend really was quite entertaining. The church I went to as a kid was large, but quiet and demure. This church is really tiny but the people all take turns singing songs (and there is a band, and the pastor plays guitar) and they take turns preaching and ranting and raving and crying and chanting... I didn't know the pastor's wife screamed like a banshee like that... oh, and there's these two ladies who simulataneously break out into tongues in the middle of every song... All very extreme and I honestly don't believe the whole tongues thing but really... entertaining. My son was terrified... This one lady was simpering all over my son, about how cute he was and she was so smily and happy... the next minute she walked up to the stand and broke down in tears and screaming about Jesus this and that.. I was so, so confused. I did enjoy when this one really creepy dude (we have met him before, also he seemed drugged up last Sunday, swear it) sung a song, he really belted it out, he had a great voice actually, but then broke down in tears and like, cried and stuff at the end. I'm not making fun, it's just... I'm not used to such fervent religiosity... (I tend to get skeptical and a small voice in my head whispers, 'cult') and again, not insulting or trying to offend anyone. I just found it really hard to feel what they were all apparently feeling, so I feel guilty... I dunno. I am just not used to it, that's all.
So, off to church I go.


Have a wonderful monday everyone!!!