Its is a very thing weight - some people no matter how light they are still think they are fat. Some people are ideal weight and think they are fat. Isnt it strange how nobody thinks they are too light and need to put weight on.

Im not the lightest and I am not the heaviest, but I dont feel like an average size within the community I live in. Every one is anorexicly thin, yet still claim they are fat - what a nite mare.

Im becoming more happy with the more weight I loose. My goal is ten and a half stone, which is roughly and ideal weight for me, I think I will be exstatic when I reach this, but I am also really determined to stay at that weight. I dont think I have been that light since primary school ~( I was a porker when I was little). I think when I get there I will have so much more confidence, its seems like the only thing that is holding me back from doing stuff. Oh well.

I guess I needed to rant a little bit really, do excuse it