I am new to the forum, and joined after reading some of the information shared via Google search. looking to get feedback from others.
About me: 28 (29 next week) 288 lbs 5'5 (friends say 5'4 but what's an inch right) Full time employee and graduate student.
I, like most have always been overweight. I think its so easy when you are a not blessed with height
I would never say I have "struggled" with the weight because my desires to loose it were always short lived....until now. Trying to do this to get into a particular body image never lasted...I can gain 10 lbs and would still be the first person in front of the camera! Only looking back over pictures did it become obvious that since college I have picked up at least 38 lbs. My position requires alot of travel and public speaking, and seeing myself in some of those candid in motion flicks were not appealing!
Like many afram females I "carry" my weight in places like hips, thighs, cheeks and booty....but lately its been in the belly area, ya know the muffin top thing! Anyway I want to be healthier and slim down.About three weeks ago I started taking Adderall. I have family members, specifally my sister who started taking this some time ago and subsequently starting losing a lot of weight (over a year I guess) Well after getting on the medicine myself (years of OCD/ADD I am a talk therapy kinda girl but Ive now decided to add medication to my management of these things). anyway as predicted the medicine really does take away all desire for eating let alone overeating. Because I was realizing how moderately I was eating I decided I needed to make the most of this and change up other habits, smoking less and going to the gym. I am not new at all to gyms or trainers but this time I have a different passion and commitment.
Gosh...I said all of that to say what right? well are any of you "medically obese" people like myself on Adderall? how did it aide in your weightless? Its been about a month for me now and its so obvious I am eating less but I am not certain I am loosing weight and that's discouraging. (FYI my scale is digital and faulty lol so I cant trust it) This week alone I have been significally under my calorie goal according to myfitness pal each day. This is the first week in a very long time that I have gone to the gym each day. According to my heart rate watch I have burned between 800-1060 each night. A lot of times this is equal too or more than what I have consumed that day.
Before anyone screams at me about that being unhealthy...I know. But face it, like my grandmother would say a big girl can stand to miss a few meals. I am sure this will not kill me. I am listening to my body and so far I feel great and more energized. I have never been conscious of the lbs I lost or the rate I lost them in the past. I worked out because it helped me decompress. So I am new this this....and heavier than before. I read blogs that say when you are overweight you lose faster but I am not sure that I am!
help please!!!!
or just tell me to keep up the good work lol whatever is on your heart is appreciated! 


