hi all!! so i am back on here... for like the 10th time now or something...
i swear, it's almost like jinxing myself everytime i re-introduce myself on here... i end up giving up 2 weeks later... *sigh* which is why this time around, i've been lurking around without posting for the last week or so... lol.
well anyways, for those who don't know me, I live in Japan and i've been struggling with my weight forever... since I moved to Tokyo last April, my weight has been slowly creeping back up... with a massive boy-related-drama boost at the end of summer/beginning of fall... i'd known for a while i needed to do something. all my autumn clothes were fitting way too tight for comfort, and my sleeveless summer things showcased my massive flabby arms... and still i could not get myself into gear. ironically, it was a casual comment from my bf (that was not really about my weight, and not even mean at all) that shattered me and made me feel so bad about myself, i knew i had to do something. (it's sex-related so i thought TMI, unless you wanna know... lol)
so anyways, i first started dieting without really doing any exercise for the first 2 weeks, and then finally i joined a gym and have been pretty good about attending about 3x a week so that's not too bad. lost about 10lbs and i'm just hoping i can keep it up!! I have a tendancy to start strong and then unravel really quick...
anyways, nice to meet you all!!


but it is not good for your bum!!! you know what my downfall is/was? katsudon. god that is heaven. and about 1000calories per bowl *cries* i've cut rice out of my diet completely, but if you must, try to eat less than half the rice you are served at any given time and i'm sure you'll see a huge improvement! you know that rice in a bento box is usually about 400 calories all on its own?? i'd rather eat 400 calories of something else.

