
Anyways, I have been slacking on my work out, and I feel crappy for it.
I was doing really well until I hurt my knee running, and I decided to take
a break so I would not do some permanent damage. And I found a lower
impact work out. My knee feels better, and it all started about 3 weeks ago.
*sigh*
While I was still in 'break' mode for my knee I kept up with my healthier eating
and lost 6lbs... after about 3 weeks of working out almost every day and not
losing any.
I am unemployed, and stay home all day and pretty much do nothing. I really do hate it, but I am having a hard time getting out of this rut.
*sigh*
I know I can do this, while my hubby was at BMT last year I worked out the
last 4 weeks or so he was away, and lost 15 lbs... I felt GREAT!! Fast forward
almost a year later and I have gained back my 15, plus another 10 or so pounds.
I hate it!! And I hate that it is so easy to get lazy, and I hate that I hate let
myself fall yet once again.
I really want to get healthy and be able to do things with my rather fit hubby. He is a GREAT man, and so supportive. He wants me to be
healthy, not just thinner. And as much as he tells me he loves me and thinks I look
good, I know he would love to have a wife at home 80-90lbs thinner! Because I know
I would love for him to come home to a wife that is 80-90lbs thinner..... ME

*sigh*
We both eat fairly healthy, no sodas, cookies, cakes, chips, what have you are ever
brought into the house. All of our breads are whole grains, and we have cut out 90%
of our fast food dinners. And I swear that man has lost weight just since we do not go
out so much! And if he would stop drinking soda at school I know he would drop some
more. Why is it so easy for them!?

*sigh*
I have an addictive personality, I already know this. When I start working out I keep
up with it bcs that is just how I am wired. Same with eating crap, and sitting in front
of the internet all day long.
It takes things like the stomach flu, or a hurt knee for me to slow down enough to stop, and then have a hard time getting back in the swing
of things. The flu is what caused me to stop last year, and I never started back up again.
Right now my hubby knows I am not working out. I REEEALLLY want to start back up
again while he is at school all day and not say anything about it and see how long it
takes for him to notice a change in my shape. But I am also a sharer...
So I might be able to keep it from him for a day or two! lol
I really want to get off my duff again and get moving. I know I feel SO much better
when I am working out. So why am I still sitting here?!
We have no kids, and I am home alone for about 11-12hrs a day while DH is at school. So I have NO EXCUSE to not
do what I know is good for me, and will make me feel better.
I just had to share, and get this out there. How do you get back in the swing of things
after you have fallen?
