I'm done beating myself up!

  • Hey, I'm Samantha. I'm 21, from PA, and I'm a senior at a university in PA. I'll be attending the same school in the fall for graduate school (just got accepted last week!), and I can't wait!

    I've struggled with my weight all of my life. My highest has been 180, my lowest has been 130. I've been called every name in the book throughout elementary and middle school. Although things have changed since then, the words have definitely left a permanent impact on my self esteem. I've gone to weight loss camps, joined weight watchers, but they have only been temporary for me. I know that weight loss is a life changing thing, not a fix. My whole family has had weight issues, so it has been difficult behaving when I'm back home. I'm just sick of feeling bad about myself and constantly picking at every single flaw I have.
    I'm currently trying to lose weight again. I have a calorie counter on my iphone, which tracks what I eat and how many calories I burn from exercise. I started at 160, and I'm currently at 155. It's only been a month, and I feel like I'm falling off track again...and I seriously don't want to! I need motivation, and I am not getting it from anyone close to me, which is why I have joined this site. I know there will be plenty of people who have gone through what I am going through again (for the umpteenth time), and I know that you guys will be able to help keep me on track. I've already seen so many successes on here, I know I've come to the right place!
  • Just wanted to say hey...I'm also new around here and I really relate to so much of what you said in your post. My family is full of weight issues too (especially the women) and it starts to get stuck in my head that no matter what I do, I'll just end up like the rest of them. I'm living back at home since I graduated college which I think makes weight loss ten times more difficult! I don't get a lot of support from people close to me either (someone gave me a freaking brownie for Valentine's day today. REALLY?!) so I'm looking forward to engaging with people on this site. From what I've seen this seems like a great place to be
  • Hey, my name is Samantha too!

    Welcome! Make yourself at home!

    That university doesn't happen to be UPenn does it?
  • hey, good choice of a name!

    and no, it's not UPenn. It's in the middle of no where hahah
  • It IS a good name.

    Well congrats on getting accepted for grad school anyways!
  • Hi All,

    I'm new here, too! Samantha, I'm about your weight and looking to lose about the same amount. I'm also in PA, though I'm twice your age.

    My weight has been gradually coming on since college, and more rapidly with my years with my hubby (the past 7)...he's a horrible influence! I've just gotten fed up with the tight clothes and jiggly thighs. UGH! Time for a change.

    I just ordered Slim in 6 last week, and plan to get my butt in gear and start working out!

    Elizabeth
  • college is my worst nightmare...especially since turning 21 haha.

    bellefonte is actually close to where I am...kind of...I'm at school in Bloomsburg.